terima kasih Z ..=)

After the all shit things happened,.i really hate to believe a guys..Untill lah 3 hari lepas tu awak dtg n pujuk saya dgn mcm2 cara untuk bg saya happy balik,.n first time jumpe awak tu serious saya betul2 xsuke n benci btol ngn awak..awak ckp macam awak sorg jelah yg btol..hisshh..xpe2..then 1 night tu awak call sy tgah2 malam untuk bwk saya gi makan..xpelah,.sy ikut jelah..then rupe2nye awak bwk saya kt 1 tmpt yg omg!giler romantik!!hehe..tp time tu pun saya still meluat tgok awak,.tgok muke awak pun rase sakit hati je,.xtau lah knape..n time tu awak nak saya bg peluang kt awak..tp sorry,.sy still sakit hati..awak bwk sy g putarajaya,tnangkn fkiran sume n mcm2 lagi,.n hati sy pun trbukak lah untuk brkwn ngn awak..n for your informtion,.saya dah brjanji ngn diri saya yg if ade lepas ni lelaki yg buat sy happy balik,.saya snggup buat ape sahaja untuk bg dia happy even sape pun dia..n awk,.selama ni ape yg saya snggup buat untuk awak adalah sebab janji saya pada diri saya sendiri,..ape yang awak n saya lalui saya xprnah cerita pada sape2 n awak n saya je yg tahu..n sekarang kite semakin jauh n jauh n jauh,.selama saya kenal awak,.ego awak xprnah jatuh kan..now,.saya dengan jalan hidup saya,n awak dengan cara hidup awak..tp thank sebab buat sy bangun balik,happy balik walaupun sekarang awak dah btol2 berubah,..thank jgak untuk byak benda,rahsia n cerita yg kita dah lalui..i`m credit it to you ye cik Z.. biarlah saya simpan awak dlm memory je,.biarlah xde org tahu pasal cerita awak..now,.saya dah nk abes study,.n xtau bile kite boleh jumpa lagi..goodbye my dear friends..^_____^

awak my random ex bf

Nak sebut nama pun serba salah..tp ni pasal ex bf lah (kot),.huum..cite ni thun lepas punye cite,.tp bz punye psal xsmpat lah nk tulis kan..cm bese nana mmg bukan jenis yg senang nk brteman2 istimewa ni..xtaulahh..mybe hati ni keras ke ape ke..tp yg pasti mmg dri dulu mcm tu..sng cite thun lepas bulan 11 or 12 2010 kot xtau mcm mane nana leh bg peluang kt sorg lelaki ni..sejujurnye nana pilih randomly je,.sape yg brtuah la kot..hahahaha..tp tu pun sebab dia yg merayu2 nana suh terima dia..huummm...tp mmg jujurlah i dont love him at all time bg pluang kt dia tuu..tp kwn2 ckp kite kena bg pluang kat org..so,.dlm banyak2 xtau lah knape nana pilih dia..then,.xtau cmne hati ni nekad nk jadi org yg btol2 serious,setia n xnak main2 lagi..evrything i sgup brkorban untuk dia.along tht period of time,i really loyal n truly faithfull to him..tp kan nk wt cmne,.19.1.2011..he left me without any reason,he left me without any voice,.just silence at all..tp actualy dah byak kali nana trbace dlm phone dia yg dia ckp nana ni cume kwn dia je..yg dia gune untuk dia show off kan kt kwn2 n ex gf dia yg dah curang ngn dia dlu..tp kesabaran tu masih ade,.xpe2..until 1 day jugak i terbace kt message fb dia yg rupenye2 dia masih nak kan ex gf dia n dia sengaja jadikn nana konon2nye gf dia untuk dia buat ex gf dia tu jelez.. hancurnye hati ni tuhan jelah yg tau..dahtu kejam nye lah cara dia tgalkan nana..dah tgalkan nana mcm tu je,.leh lagi dia ckp kt kwn2 dia nana ni yg jahat or xsetia..xtau dah ape nk ckp..sejak cple ngn dia..dah x kuar dah lagi ngn llki..xpelahh awak,.this first n last i give a chance to a guy..after this,.i need to carefull much more..n mybe sebab tuhan tu nk tunjukkan yg kamu bukan yg trbaik..lagipun kamu kan asyik stop study je,.asyik nk enjoy everytime,.n tolonglah solat tu jgn buat main2,jangn amek benda2 haram tu lagi..yes,.kamu bukan org yg dpt mmbimbing saya..saya redha n alhamdulillah tuhan tu tunjukkan jalan...=)

keyboard n piano!! wuuttt

Asyik remind kisah lama je..ape kata pause jap..cite sal dream nana plak..hehe...

Ahhh!!xboleh jadi ni..bile lalu dpn kedai yg ade jual keyboard n piano je msti semangat aku tibe2 meningkat pulak kan..hahaha..Sebenarnye nk main keyboard n piano ni mmg impian aku sejak dari kecik2 lagi tau tau!!tp disebabkan dri zaman sekolah mase aku padat untuk wat hmework2 n tuition class yg xabes2 dri siang smpai malam..impian tu pun trbantut mcm tu je..tp skang i`m 20!!n impian nk pandai main piano tu msih mmbuak2 n makin mmbuak2 tau even tau dah trlambat dah nk belaja..keyboard laptop jela yg aku pndai tekan..nk wat cmne..xde sape lah yg sudi nk ajar aku men keyboard tu kan.xpe2..ehh..jom2,.kite tgok keyboard n piano impian aku dari kecik ni..kehkehkeh..

1)nakk benda ni!!wuuu..tp xtau main..=.="

2)piano nii!aduhhh...xleh tgok lahh..

3)bile lah aku nk terer tekan benda hitam putih ni.humm

4)ok..aku jelez..budak kecik pun terer lahh..

5)ok..now i need somebody to teach me about the keyboard lessions..thank you..tp mesti yg sabar..sbb aku dah tua...mesti payah kan..hahaha

Amin "The nightmare" ! hahaha...

kisah ni dah trjadi dalam setahun lepas kot..

A.M.I.N ..aduhh..nk sebut nama dia pun rase takut tol..Sebab dia ni memang pshyco 2nd trhebat lepas miss T..hoho..byk tol bnde nk jadi kan..adoii..humm..citer nye brmule mcm ni.si amin ni tibe2 msuk lif msu,.aku pun mmg xknal dia lgsung lah kn..then smpai tngkat 11 nana pun kuar trus lah nk gi lab..tibe2 ade sorg mamat yg hmpir nak botak(si amin ni lah) tibe2 kejar aku pastu buat2 tnye "ehh,.nana,..lame xjmpe you",..Aku pun dgn peliknye senyum je lah kan padahl aku xknal lgusng pun tp dsebabkan dia dah pgil nama,.aku igtkn mybe kami dah prnah jmpe kot tp nana lupe kot..so,.aku pun trus je lah gi lab sbb dah lmbt kan..pastu bsoknye tibe2 je dia call.aku pun pelik lahh kan ntah mane dpt no.aku ntah..then malamnye dia nak jmpe..disebabkan sorg housemte aku nad n ah chong n joe pun ade skali kan..aku pun brani lah skit jmpe dia..aku igtkan dia kwn aku kt plkn lah kot sbb muke agak sebijik..pas jmpe mlm tu,.aku pun dah malas nk kuar lgi or layan dia sbb dia ternyata bukan kawan plkn aku lah!!malas aku nk layan ntah sape2 kann..adoii..since aritu kan dia wat mende pelik auww..hari2 stalk aku kt msu,kt brunsfield..ari2 tgu kt dpan msu tu,ari2 tgu kt bwah brunsfield tu SETIAP MASA!adoiii!!sumpah lah kann lame2 aku jadi tension,takut,seram,hari2 jerit,ari2 nangis sbb dia si bengong tu!!yg pling best dia leh tgu aku tiap kali ujan kt dpn msu tu..weehh!!xpayah wat cmtu lahh..kan aku dah ckp aku xnak kenal sape lagi kau..kau menakutkan aku..huhh!dah la dia boleh offer kalau i jadi gf dia,.dia nk bg i everything,.kereta,duit,n i nk prgi mane2 sume dia nk support..okeyh!!your money is nothing for me okeyh..i just want you to blah!!hmpir2 nk gi report polis je sal dia ni tau.. n 1 day ni aku bru lek dri klang,.tgok2 kete xde,.igtkan aritu dia xstalk aku..aku pun relax je prgi lif..tibe2...adoii!!dia ade kt tepi tu..ahhhhhh!!!dah la time tu aku bwk beg byk,pakai heels sume..aku pun lari lah..ape lagi kann..boleh pulak dia kejar aku..disebabkan ketakutan aku lari smpi jatuh2,smpai lnggar2 dinding..sakit tau x!!=( tp dia ni degil,.kejar gak aku smpai dpan umah..takut punye pasal kan..dah la aku sorg2..padan muka!amek kau kena maki ngn aku!hahaha..since that day,.dugaan xgak abes2..ari2 lah dia call aku smpi hampir 100 miskol selagi aku xangkat..n stiap hari akan ade pling kurang 20msg dri dia...gile dibuatnye...!!!Dahlaahhh!!xnak cite sal dia lagi!!byak lagi bnde dia buat sbnarnye..adoii....

n 1 hari tu dia ckp yg dia akan datang balik 1 hari nnt..nana,..matilah kau!!:"(

Kawan eat Friend (0.O)

You!! miss T..

Nak cite pun rase sedih sgt ,.I`m trying to forgive you but I know even my mouth said that "I forgive You" but my heart said "Its not much sincerely because still feel a pain" ..Betapa remuknye hati time tu bile tau seorg sahabat yg nana dah anggap mcm my sister sndiri snggup buat mcm2 kt nana..Nana sedih sgt2 tp skit pun nana xleh nk marah sbb xde kebencian or kemarahan dlm hati.Yang ade cume kesedihan yg terlampau..Hey kamu!smpai hatinye kamu buat sy mcm tu..Sy snggup berkorban untuk kamu tau..Snggup xtido bile kamu perlukan somebody,snggup xbalik klang bile kamu sorg2,Snggup pinjamkan duit byk2 time kamu xde duit,sntiasa stay di sisi kamu bile smua org bencikan kamu..tau x knape nana buat mcm tu???sbb nana sygkan kamu!nana xpnah ade sibling perempuan..nana igt kamu leh jadi my sister yg baik..tp kan smpai hati kamu kan buat sy mcm ni...Ape salah sy smpai kamu snggup curi kad bank sy,.curi duit sy 2500 n lebih dri tu,..n my love lappy!n pling sedih bile rumah kite konon2 kena pecah masuk awak leh minx sy gantikan duit sewa yg dah dicuri sedangkan duit tu awk yg PEGANG??smpainye hati awk...then time rumah konon2nye kena pecah masuk,.awk leh ckp sy yg xbg buat laporan polis??awk ni bengong ke ape?kan sy dah ckp,sy tgah exam final lak tu..suke2 hati awk je kn suh sy prgi police station time tu..bile sy suh awk prgi awk xnak pulak..pastu slahkan sy..hummm..n sy xtau ape muslihat awk bile awk pecahkan botol myak wangi awk dekat2 tilam sy..pastu byk kaca2 kecik kt ats tilam..nk bg sy ni mati ke?xpe lah awk..kalau ini yg sy dapat sepanjang sy ikhlas mnjadi sahabat yg baik..xpelahh...sy terima..mungkin sy xberjaya jdi kawan n kakak yg baik kn...So,.i decide to move on to another place tanpa awak..

Maafkan sy kalau sy Xcukup baik untuk menjadi seorang sahabat-nana

Babies!! I AM BACK

Hello dear ,.

Finally i`m coming back!after a long time Xjenguk langsung blog yg dah berhabuk+ade sarang labah2 lagi ni..So,.post2 yg before ni sume yg zaman batu punye lah..ehehe..

BTW,.Nak Batak Sikit Boleh x??I`m coming BACK!!hahaha...

So,.nak remind balik memory2 or the things yang dah lepas tp xtertulis..Bace lah ehh ,..huihuihui...

chill yaww!!

Holiday with Love

tasha ooo tasha...she`s the first yg rncang bnda2 nii...huhu..monday nye exam tp jumaat leh lg g holiday...haha...ish3...pe nk jd ngn kitowg nii...ermm...btw..its the best holiday in this begining of 2010 even da 3 bulan brlalu ann...hehe..friday nyte tu ktowg otw tepat kol 12 tgah mlm....igtkn nk twuss je...tp suddnly...eh2...kitorg nmpak mcd..rupenye abg qim leh lg sgah mcd..pastu sgah kepci lg...makan makan makan....n cont otw........
dlm kol 4 lbih kot kitorg dah SAMPAI!!!!!kt telok cmpedak tuu.....errmmm....hari stil awal..tp ade 2org tu ckp..nk tgu matahari terbit??(mak oi bape lme lg mau tgu..haha)tgok2 cik fafa kite brgayut hmpir 1jam lbih...(cik paiz x titoww k...)=pp n bagun,baring,lari2,makan....ari pun siang....(xperasan lak matahri tu trbit cmne...)hihii...
ttt toott tittt tooootttt tittt tooootttt.....kitorg jumpe cik paiz kite ni kt 1 tmpat..nga tido kt dlm kete time tu..bgun2 twus pndang blakang..mak oi!!!ade model tga posing!!!hahaha...cik fafa n cik paiz rupenyerr....ok2..lantak korg laa...(tawu korg tga rindu...)hehehe...cik tasha,abg qim n cik fariz kite syioookk tol tidoo....(aiyyookkk!!i dgr korg dengkur!!)opsss....Xp

Bile sume da wke up..cik paiz pun ajak kitorg mam kt 1 rstautnt ni...ermm...xselera la nk mam...lg2 roti tlor dia mmg xleh lwan rafi kitorg laa!!!haha...

makan makan makan.....kitorg rmai2 g mandi kt air terjun Berkelah...igt sng ke nk msuk ctu..kna jalan dlu da mcm jungle trekking...(mmg punnn...)tp bessshhh....n mne nye xsusah..ade org tu smpi brdukung2...hahaha..nxt time kna prepare 10psang kasut sblum msuk utan ehh...btw,..thanx soooo much fariri ye!!!even size brkali gnda ann tp thanx sbb sudi mngorbankn kaki tu demi kaki i ni...(sape suh pakai heels msuk utan kann...haha)tp time tu pun slipar da jahanam jgak...jalan jalan jalan...da sampai air terjun idamanku!!!waaahhh...besstt sgt airnyeee....sejukk...n siyez freshh kileewww....n mcm2 aksi i tgok..hehehe..shhhhhhhh=p

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ptg tuuuu....kitorg g mam kt pntai Berserah..mcm2 la kitorg mam...smpi pnuh pwut nii...(siyez jelez tgok org tu mam abc..)haha...tp da pnuh sgt prut ni ooooo...pas mam tu g men2 tepi pntaii...cube mnolak cik fariz kite kdlm air tu tp xbrjaya...isshhhh....xpuas hati niii...huhu....
cik fafa kite lak cbuk blaja pgang cmera laki nyee...he3...tgu tgu tgu...
mne lak cik tasha nii...kitorg da bosan duk tpi pntai ni...nak balikkk!!!kaki kna gigit smutt!!atteetttt oooo...maklumlah mcm princess g pantai kn..hahaha...
thenn...mlm tu sibuk cari hotel.....n mcm2 bnda la happen...sbb kn xpuas hati gak ngn keadaan hotel yg ade tuu...kitorg buat kputusan tido jelaa kt tc...n mlm tu ujan lbat kileww xhenti2...SEJUUKKKKNYEERR...cik fariz da kejut spuluh kali xnk bgun k!!bgun2 je..dia trus g ajak mam...(haha...lapar ehh...cian diaa)..=p n dlm mase yg sme terdgar bunyi dngkuran sseorg...hehehehe....abg qim lak g study anatomy nyee..bgus2....

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bsoknye cik paiz kite ni bwk g mam nasi ayam paling sedap kt kuantan katenyeerr...tp syggg...i x leh mam!!!pwut msuk anginn!!='( tp thnx la cik fariz ye sbb suapkn nasi ayam tu panas2...nsib bek xtrbakar mulut I ni..adoyaiii..hahaha...
kol 1 tu kitorg pun otw blik....d smping mlihat drama air mata cik fafa...hehe..cedeyhh22...waaaaaaaaa....!!!!!

n mostly sume xtvt yg kitorg wat xbrape drncang...tp siyez seronok sgt...holiday dgn org2 yg trsyg...i love u all damn muchh!!!nnt kiterr g holiday same2 lg keyyhhh!!!muaaaahhhhhxxxx!!

credit to:fariri,fafa,tasha,abg qim n faiz!!

i love it!!!

seasons in the sun=D

Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABC's
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees

[Bryan:]
Goodbye my friend it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time

[Shane:]
Goodbye Papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along

[Mark:]
Goodbye papa it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them I'll be there

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone

[Nicky:]
Goodbye Michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on the ground

[Shane:]
Goodbye Michelle it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone